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| 11:21pm 19/12/2005 |
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mood:  depressed
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Have you ever wondered what its like to die..?
Have you ever wished we could live forever..?
Have you ever wondered why everyone around you is dying..?
Have you ever stopped to even look and see just how many people you hurt..?
Have you ever took the time to appoligize forall the bad things you've done to them..?
Have you ever wished that everyone got along..?
Have you ever wondered what its like to die..?
Have you ever thought about whats next.?
No one even bothers to think about the pain people go through every day they throw them to the side like their some stupid little insect that never stops pouting |
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* 4 **Have Listened To My Heart** **Listen To My Heart**
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| Penis Penis Penis |
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| 10:05am 21/11/2005 |
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mood:  dinky
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Ok
Im Updating blah im bored out of my mind
ahh boobies! Anyways i just got flashed..
BAD RYNIE BOO!
anyhoo i ended up working from 11am-7:30pm yesterday
Gosh was I tired
Well Im just sitting herelistening to music and talking to ryan Im being evil to him
Muah hahaha fun fun fun
Gotta love me lol
well i aint got much else to say but heres what my tattoo is
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* 1 **Have Listened To My Heart** **Listen To My Heart**
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| 06:43pm 28/09/2005 |
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what would u do:
i killed myself?
i stopped caring for everyone?
i went to a psychward?
do u:
think i will be successful?
think ill get married?
think ill kill myself?
think im ok(mentally)?
why:
do u care for me?
must i care?
do think i am here,at this point?
am i so lovable?
am i:
sane?
lovable?
ok(mentally)?
about to give in? |
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* 1 **Have Listened To My Heart** **Listen To My Heart**
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| Hehe |
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| 04:26pm 26/09/2005 |
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| Your Mood Ring is Orange | 
Stimulating ideas
Daring
Full of desires |
| Your Hidden Talent | 
You have the natural talent of rocking the boat, thwarting the system.
And while this may not seem big, it can be.
It's people like you who serve as the catalysts to major cultural changes.
You're just a bit behind the scenes, so no one really notices. |
| In a Past Life... | 
You Were: A Gorgeous Astrologer.
Where You Lived: Australia.
How You Died: Natural causes. |
| Your Kissing Purity Score: 40% Pure | 
You're not one to kiss and tell...
But word is, you kiss pretty well. |
| Your Personality Profile | 
You are elegant, withdrawn, and brilliant.
Your mind is a weapon, able to solve any puzzle.
You are also great at poking holes in arguments and common beliefs.
For you, comfort and calm are very important.
You tend to thrive on your own and shrug off most affection.
You prefer to protect your emotions and stay strong. |
| You're a Romantic Kisser | 
For you, kissing is all about feeling the romance
You love to kiss under the stars or by the sea
The perfect kiss involves the perfect mood
It's pretty common for kisses to sweep you off your feet |
You Are A Good Friend |
You're always willing to listen
Or lend a shoulder to cry on
You're there through thick and thin
Many people consider you their "best friend"! |
| The Keys to Your Heart | 
You are attracted to those who have a split personality - cold as ice on the outside but hot as fire in the heart.
In love, you feel the most alive when your lover is creative and never lets you feel bored.
You'd like to your lover to think you are stylish and alluring.
You would be forced to break up with someone who was insecure and in constant need of reassurance.
Your ideal relationship is comforting. You crave a relationship where you always feel warmth and love.
Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment.
You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred.
In this moment, you think of love as something you can get or discard anytime. You're feeling self centered. |
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**Listen To My Heart**
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| blah might as well |
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| 04:50pm 29/08/2005 |
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Fill this out about me and send it bak?*BUT FIRST* Send A Blank Copy To
All>Of Your Friends (Including Me) So They Can Fill It Out About You! Got
It??
BE HONEST!!!
AM I??
1. Quiet?? Loud???
2. Short?? Tall?
3. Weird??Original?
4. Nice? Mean?
5. Friendly??Horrible
6. Normal? "Special"?
7. Smart??Stupid?
8. Boring? Fun?
8. Jenorous? Selfish?
9. Attractive? Unattractive?
DO YOU THINK I'M...
1. A psycho?:?
2. A nerd?:?
3. A slut?:?
4. Ghetto?:?
5. A bitch?:?
6. Two-faced?:?
7. Obnoxious?:?
8. Immature?:?
9. Mature?:?
11. Moody?:?
12. Stoner?:?
13. Alcoholic??
15. Lovable?:?
16.? A?Bitch?:??
17. Pretty?
18. Normal?
19. Ugly?
JUST SOME QUESTIONS
1. What do u think I'll be when I grow up?:
2. (a) Do u think I'll get married?:
??? (b) If u do..who do u think I'll marry?:
3. When is my birthday?:
4. Who Are my best friends?
5. What song (if any) reminds u of me?:
6. Do I remind u of any characters on TV?:?
7. If u could rename me...what would my name be?:
8. Have u ever had a dream about me?:
what was it??
10. If u could give me anything...what would it be?:
11. If u could promise me anything..what would it be?:?
12. If you could have anything that I have what would it be?:
PERSONAL(OPPOSITE SEX)
2. Would u ever kiss me?:?
3. Would u ever consider being my boyfriend?:?
4. Have you ever thought of me in that way??:?
5. If we spent a day together.where would we go and what would we do?:
6. If u could describe me in one word...what would that word be?:
7. (a)Do u or have u ever had a crush on me?:?
??? (b)Do u still have a crush on me?
8. Do u want me?:
9. (a)Do u think u would have a chance with me?:?
??? (b)Would I have a chance with u?:?
10.If I asked you out what would you say?:
11.(a)If I told u I loved you would it change our relationship?:
??? (b)If yes how?:
12.If you could change anything about me what would it be?:
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**EVERYBODY**
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Are You pretending to be my friend?
Whats My Favourite Colour?
Whats my middle name?
Where do I live?
Do I like Holdens or Fords?
Would you call me a friend?
Do u wish we were closer?
What is your complete opinion of me : |
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* 4 **Have Listened To My Heart** **Listen To My Heart**
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| okie? |
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| 06:44pm 14/08/2005 |
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WHAT WOULD YOU DO IF:
I committed suicide:
I said I liked you: I kissed you:
I lived next door to you:
I started smoking:
I stole something:
I was hospitalized:
I ran away from home:
I got into a fight and you weren't there:
WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT MY:
Personality:
Eyes:
Face:
Hair:
Clothes:
Mannerisms:
[1] Who are you?
[2] Are we friends?
[3] When and how did we meet?
[4] How have I affected you?
[5] What do you think of me?
[6] What's the fondest memory you have of me?
[7] How long do you think we will be friends or enemies?
[8] Do you love me?
[9] Have I ever hurt you?
[10] Would you hug me?
[11] Would you kiss me?
[12] Would you fuck me?
[13] Are we close?
[14] Emotionally, what stands out?
[15] Do you wish I was cooler?
[16] On a scale of 1-10, how nice am I?
[17] Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.
[18] Am I loveable?
[19] How long have you known me?
[20] Describe me in one word.
[21] What was your first impression?
[22] Do you still think that way about me now?
[23] What do you think my weakness is?
[24] Do you think I'll get married?
[25] What about me makes you happy?
[26] What about me makes you sad?
[27] What reminds you of me?
[28] What's something you would change about me?
[29] How well do you know me?
[30] Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
[31] Do you think I would kill someone?
[32] Are you going to put this on your journal and see what I say about you? |
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* 3 **Have Listened To My Heart** **Listen To My Heart**
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| 06:31pm 20/07/2005 |
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mood:  *sigh*
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Well Im sitting here
listening to music and thinking about some stuff
Im back to having my bad dreams about my uncle again but this time in the dream he was running from drug dealers they stabbed him a few times and he ran inside the garage and wrote his goodbye note then just as he was about to hang himself i walked in and he goes i love you babygirl im sorry forgive me and he hung himself and i ran to him trying to get him down but i couldn't and i just fell to my knees crying and i woke up..
In all the dreams i've had i've never been in them i just see him dying and thats it but this was weird i was in it trying to save him... its confusing
And to make matters worse theese dreams only come when its around the day he killed himself 8/ 22
im going to go |
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* 6 **Have Listened To My Heart** **Listen To My Heart**
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